Before I was swept up by the river
into the depth of her waters
I felt like there were
so many obstacles in the way
so many blocks to clear
endless limitations to overcome
life seemed to be pushing against me
preventing me from giving my gifts
from having fullifilling relationships
from being truly seen and heard
from being fully recognised.
Over time her current eroded away
the inner controller and manager of life
any ideas of how life should be
She returned my body back into her flow
into the safety of her holding.
She showed me that
all the obstacles, blocks and limitations
that are placed in her pathway
are not here to prevent her from flowing
but are waiting
to be cleansed by her clarity
to be softened by her power and
returned to the ocean of her love.
Nothing can ever prevent her
from blessing
what is placed in front of her.
She simply keeps on flowing
in the direction of where
her medicine is needed next.
She showed me that
it is the flowing as the river
of her endless blessings
which is so very deeply fulfilling.
She is the way.
She is the gift.